Outside a gray day
no sunshine and no light breeze
Like my heart, inside
Sorry I had to be all goth for a second.
Seriously though, I'm not a happy des. Life is getting to me. Besides the issue that I mentioned
earlier today, I am still focusing on being unemployed. It's been almost exactly a month since I walked out of my last job (still no regrets) but besides the vacation, I've just been sitting in my house since. We're ok for money, but because a large portion of our already-accrued money is going to this whole "moving" thing, we have to limit our fun time spending. No "extras" until I get a job.
I
have been trying to get a job. There are days when I'm a real go-getter, applying to everything in sight, writing dynamite cover letters, working on other things that will further my career. Then there are days like today, when I try to apply but realize I don't want any of the jobs being offered. I'm sick of pointless office jobs, even if it's in an industry I like. Still yet there are days on which I don't look at jobs, I don't do anything except lie on my bed as a lump.
My life is definitely not where I want it right now. Even though the grayness outside means it's not so hot, I still don't feel like going outside. I do go out for some things, and once I'm out I have fun, but it's pretty darn hard to get motivated.
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