Tuesday, December 11, 2007

mistakes, I've made a few

I've always said that I have no regrets. My philosophy was always "you can't change the past, so what's the point in feeling bad about it?" I had obviously never done something to hurt someone I love.

For work I put on my best peppy shop girl face, but inside I felt cold and dreary like a heavy fog was covering my heart. It didn't help that outside, the weather matched my sentiments perfectly. I couldn't eat. I couldn't think straight. Even beautiful songs like "What a Wonderful World" made me run to the basement and cry.

But the great thing about love is that it Prevails. It makes the sun shine again. You will always remember the gray days, but your heart is warmed by possibilities. Misunderstandings are cleared up, and you are stronger for having gone through it.

9 comments:

flutter said...

((des))

I adore you.

super des said...

thanks flutter.
Thant means a lot.
<3

jessabean said...

I've felt like this so many times. Last night, even.

This is beautiful...thanks for making me smile this morning. Love!

super des said...

yay for happy endings!

Suzanne said...

Ominous blog posts make me worry about you. Glad that everything is ok.

super des said...

I can be mysterious and still be ok.
But thanks.
:)

mar said...

awww, i haven't been keeping up as much lately. glad things are okay.

Count Mockula said...

I'm sorry that happened. Whatever it was. And I'm glad it's over.

super des said...

Thanks guys!
Yes, everything is fine and dandy now.

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